It seems like a very long time since I was on here. And it kind of has been...
I'm sorry for neglecting you, I've been having a pretty shitty time of it lately and have been trying to sort myself out - it feels a bit like every step I take to make myself feel better about my life and myself something jumps up and gets in my way. I've been pretty ill lately too, flu which I still haven't gotten rid of problem its stuck on my chest giving me an awful cough and robbing me of my voice. My eating is terrible again, since being ill and not being able to eat I have ended up in a terrible pattern of not eating or eating one meal a day. To look at me you wouldn't believe it, I'm still horribly over weight (even the scales say so) and I'm aware this isn't something I want to get into again, but in a time of such upheaval and unhappiness, the feeling of hunger is even beginning to feel like a comfort again.
I go home for Christmas a week today and I absolutely cannot wait, I'm counting down the days now. My eating will improve at home I'm sure, Christmas in our house means food and I'm far more likely to stuff my face if it is all laid out in front of me.
I start posting my stats on here again, I am trying to lose weight (again, same old story) and want to document it on here.
I'm going to get back into posting again, I'm hoping for a camera from Santa this Christmas - my old one has finally bit the dust so I will have to use other people's material for a while yet.
Bye for now guys.
P. x